Imperfection – March 27 2021

Imperfection – March 27 2021

Most people spend their whole lives using their strengths to cover up and hide their weaknesses. They expend tremendous energy in keeping themselves a house divided. But if you surrender to your weakness, therein lies your pathway to genius. A person who knows and utilizes his true weakness and uses his strength to include it is a whole person. He may seem rough around the edges, but there are so few people like that that they lead their generation.

Moshe Feldenkrais, physicist 

and creator of the Feldenkrais method,

Awareness Through Movement


It is a mark of maturity when we are willing and able to own our shortcomings. As Mr. Feldenkrais points out above, some of us never get there. We in effect hide from our weaknesses as we hide them from the world. To do this is to miss, at least in part, the point of life.


The Veda would say that the circumstances of our birth–parental, socio-economic, physical–all are chosen by us in order that we may learn what it is we are meant to learn in this passage through the world. As if before we come in, our Higher Self has chosen a life for us that will give us just those challenges that will cause us to grow; and that meeting those specific challenges will cause us to build exactly the tools we need in order to live the life we are meant to live, in order to be able to give ourselves fully to the world.


If I come out of childhood already knowing how to love, how to succeed, able to have a full and beautiful life, what will I have to pass on to others? What tools will I have to share with my son on how to mend a broken heart, how to find one’s life’s work, how to seek God in all my affairs, how to see myself with a sense of humor and take myself with a grain of salt?


As an actor, if I’ve never had the experience of fear in performance, how can I help some other actor who is unable to give herself permission simply to be?


As a lover, if all my relationships – between myself and my parents, between myself and every lover and friend I’ve ever had – all have been ‘successful’ and filled with nothing but love and kindness, how will I have compassion for my beloved when she stumbles in her ability to be present with me?


To live without embracing our ‘weaknesses,’ is to keep ourselves from the lessons we are meant to have. Where can we begin?


  • By seeking the place of non-judgment – of ourselves, of others.
  • By becoming willing to live in the discomfort of being ‘less than perfect.’
  • By finding the courage to feel the shame that often accompanies the embrace of our own imperfections.
  • By letting go of the habit of looking at ourselves through the eyes of others in order to see how we’re doing, and asking ourselves instead: how might it be to see myself through the eyes of God?
  • By developing and growing an idea of the world/nature/Totality as benign and loving, wanting nothing more for me than my complete happiness.
  • By insisting in each moment to step past the ego mind and its attempts to keep me small.
  • By remembering always that love is the currency of the universe, that learning to spend this currency unconditionally would describe 99% of the job we have here on planet Earth, and that loving unconditionally is what we are most perfectly designed to do. Imperfections and all.



Perfection, like beauty, is in the eye of the beholder. Today I will try to see myself, and others, through the eyes of unconditional love, through the eyes of God.

Tree in Field, Oregon